Every morning I cringed at the sight of the rising sun
I wish darkness would remain forever?
Why am I being force to deal with these ugly
Scars that marred my soul, why must I deal with a
Life that has shown me no kindness
Every night I am plague with the thoughts of seeing another day
If only I was not such a coward, if only I was strong enough
To end this breath they call life.
Oh do not be shock, nor give me your pity
And don’t patronize me by offering me sympathies
They will do no justice to the horror’s that has become
My bedfellow, I am too broken to be fix.
I am too weak to keep fighting a war that I did not create.
At one point I did fight like hell trying to capture life
But that was until I realized that life was running away from me
I did not want to drown into this abyss, I looked around for a life line
I scream and scream hoping someone or something would send me a
A rope to hold on to, but love never had eyes for me, I was not pretty enough
Or worthy enough, so I just drowned into hopelessness.
I know I’m not the only one, some have found favor in the eyes of love
Some have been kissed by hope, and some has found the rope of purpose
While some others has found grace in the arms of suicide. But then you have those
That are like me the tortured souls wandering about with no doors to walk through
We are living in hell, lost souls among the living wearing the mask of teachers, students,
Doctors, public figures, entertainers, friends, mothers, fathers, writers, poets, philosophers
Preachers, leaders, we are right on the edge daily praying for a strong enough wind to push us over the cliff. Micheline Jean Louis
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THE ROSE ON THE GROUND..... You can never be too certain of how one life will turn out; all you can do is hope for an amazing life. With life you never know how the winds will blow, life rain on us all with droplets of pain and joy some will argue they got soak by more pain than joy, many of us would agree with such sentiments. You see all of us are writing a journal, though some of us are unaware of it. All that you do, every action you take, decisions and thoughts is equated to you writing a sentence in your journal of life, and trust me the universe is reading every word. Your daily actions and thoughts can be your SAVING GRACE.” You see many of you are waiting to get it all together to figure things out before you take the leap of greatness, some of you feel you need to overcome some obstacle first, be totally heal first, have every piece of the puzzle come to together first for you to make a move, well I got news for you, Life does not wait till we get it together and to be honest is when you are on the move pieces start falling together. Time does not wait till you think you are ready; time wait for no men. Many of you desire to be successful and by success for Is having innate Joy, to tap into that inner peace, to know your own voice, to master your mind and emotions. You want to live a life without the weight of the past and a future barking at you. You want to win!!, I want to win, we all want to win, but ask yourself this, what is it that you want to be a winner of? Think about that for a minute) As for myself I want to win back my unconditioned self, I want my consciousness to be in control and my mind ego to lie dormant. Though we all at one point or another will have to face death, I want to live while dying. The society we live in wants us to believe that we are alone and that we have to try to make it on our own, But I disagree. I believe we all need one another, all of us come from one source, and we are all connected. We are not alone I am not alone, and you are not alone. We are the extended hand of the divine, let us be used to heal one another… sometime the mere knowledge of knowing you are not alone, and that someone can relate to you is the lifesaving rope that keep many of us holding on. Daily I will share more of my journey through my poetry, quotes and short stories, I will be as candid as I can, I will talk about the experience I’ve encounter that played an intricate part in my life, I will not sugarcoat nor downplay any part of my story, I will empty myself daily so I can have room to received true healing, I welcome all comments and advice and hopefully I can give some advice to you as well. I will also bring up different topics for discussion from spirituality, relationships, health, religion, love etc. Let us grow together!
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June 3, 2014
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Reblogged this on corneliahamlin and commented:
This is magical. I have felt this exact way for years and to see it in writing is so special.
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Thank you 🙂
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Powerful writing.
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Thank you kindly
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Thank you for writing this Micheline…you have captured my soul in this writing..truly a gift…I wrote this a while ago…if you go to the “depression” tab and “poetry” tab on my blog…you will see many entries similar to this writing…I would ask your permission to reblog this insightful poem…a poem which captures the essence of living with depression and self-hatred…I will wait for your permission before reblogging,..if you have a few minutes: http://chuckduboff.com/2014/02/04/living-with-depression/ Chuck
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Thank you for taking the time to read this piece. And yes you have permission to reblogged it
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I will take the time to read that piece about depression later. Reblogged this by all means 🙂
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I wish you well in this war called life, I’m sure you will continue to fight on valiantly
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Reblogged this on Chuck's Eclectic Blog and commented:
What a very interesting fellow blogger/writer, MICHELINE JEAN LOUIS…this poem speaks to so many emotions…in her archives you can find a lot of very interesting writing…check out her Blog.
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inspiring and powerful
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Thank you
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Your words have a quiet intensity. Nice read …
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Truly, we are all writing our story whether in prose or poetry. leaving a mark on the sand of time. Am glad and privileged to be here. And many thanks for your visit and like.
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except this weblog presents quality based posts.
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Perfectly composed content, Really enjoyed reading through.
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