Act of kindness

What you consider  “your little act of kindness” is what keeps the balance between  light and darkness. Your little act of kindness is what’s good in the world. You are the hero, the empowering energy  that fuels hopes in humanity.

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Today

Today I woke up to the tender touch of love

Caressing my inner thoughts with delight

Kissing me with divine passion,

The heart is awakened; hmm love has come with all grace!

Today I woke up with love on my mind, saw a vision of you, and knew it was good,

 My heart dance with ecstasy.

Today your love became my second skin. What bliss to be wrapped in such warmth.

Today, the greater you met the greater me and together we became the greatest inspiration that kept heaven spellbound.

Today, honey was not the sweetest thing on my lips. Your kiss hmm orgasmic.

Today I saw love in fruition in the hand of God, with a smile he handed you to me.

Today I found myself

Today love and I became best-friends.

Today I found heaven in you

Today my heart says yes to love,

Today I open up my heart to you and found my greatest strength.

I thank the divine for blessing me with today.

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Flying with battered Wings

We are birds that fly with battered wings.

It is painful, you know, but we want to live.

So we endure the pain. We must fly as long as we have wings.

No matter its conditions,

We must fly. We weren’t meant to have damaged wings.

But the hand of evil is everywhere.

We are the little girls and the little boys that were

Forgotten by god for a moment

In the jungle filled with beastly things, we were left unprotected.

We are damaged souls walking on broken glass that once held our beauty and innocence.

Looking for wholeness, some limp, some crawling, nevertheless we are moving.

We bear the scars of man’s weakness, the victims of those that lost their humanity,

Yet we find ways to live and, for some of us, if we can’t find a way, we create a way.

We suffer in silence among you, in the work place, the classrooms, we sit next to you in the church.

And to some we are  wives and husbands, yet you are unaware.

We are birds that fly with battered wings,

It is painful, you know, but we want to live.

So we endure the pain, no matter the conditions.

We must fly to live

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

We fought the wrong war

We sat across the table staring into silence, so much was said, without spoken words. Wrap in the arms of loneliness while our presence is so near

Who have we become?How did we become the monsters within?While only seeking love,I hurt you and you hurt me.

Tic toc, where has time gone?. All the moments we’ve lost while searching for new ones. Those moments that never came

The leaves are changing again. Another season has come and gone. Shattered dreams, forgotten promises, we fail love, We fought the wrong war.

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Memory of love

I went looking for you everywhere, through time and space, heaven and hell,  I did not find you. I listened  in the wind, no sound of your voice; I’ve search the  sun’s rays hoping to capture your smile. With tears in my eyes, I pleaded my case to the ocean but to no avail. The elements reveal  no clue of your energy, life doesn’t remember your breathing, death has no tombstone for you. Where have you gone? My heart remembers you, it remembers the way you loved me, the way you held me safely in your arms, the way your eyes caressed me in kindness. My soul bears tattoos of your kisses and passion, though this world has forgotten you, know that you will live forever and exist in me, for I have become the memory of your love. 

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

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per·cep·tion

I look at planet earth as a place where energies come to manifest , I see earth as a place where heroes come to be born, where greatness is achieve, and lessons are learned, a place where the soul take form to live, love, cry and to experience every element that exist, I choose to see the magic that’s around us, inspiring our mind of endless possibilities, the power in nature, from the simple to the grandiose, I see divinity at work, creating a beautiful orchestra, and everyone is an instrument uniting to create the most beautiful tune , the sweetest melody, so the eternals may waltz.

-Micheline Jean Louis

Existence

We’re all just fighting to be recognized, we want to know that we are not alone in this maze. We want to feel like we belong. Our fear is that we are running out of time to exist, we are running out of time to matter, to be love, to become something more, not just another grain of sand in the sea, we want to shine, we want history to remember us. we are constant in our search for a bit of luck and magic, anything to signify something special. we want the memory of us to be immortal even after our physical body has decay, we want continual existence. we want meaning, we want to exist and matter now and tomorrow…. ©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

The Way of the Soul

Who knows the way of the soul

shapeless, full of mysteries, 

knows  the secrets of old

hints here and there, but the path remains hidden

who truly knows the way of the soul?

dormant helix, wake up! Let my third eye see the glory!

stardust I am, yet I remain blind to the light.

who knows the way of the soul

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Look at me

Look at Me

No, Look at me!

I’m drowning in pain

I cant breathe

The smiles aren’t real

I’m just another  broken spirit that has learned to function, because who looks beyond that?

I’m a mother, wife, sister and a friend. I functioned in those roles,

while little by little, dying in pain.

Look at me  please before  I am no more.

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Dusty Walls

He Came looking for love and all he found was an empty place and dusty walls
A Place where hopes and passion once breathe
If these dusty walls could speak
They would tell a story of once upon a time
There was a girl who believed in love, and love she did
She had a smile that could inspire the sun to rise
she had courage and passion
Which cause the moon and the stars to glitter and shine
But love happen and pain took over
Broke her over and over until she was no more
And now all that’s left are these dusty walls full of memories of a girl that once love

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Crazy? yes I am, and thank you!

I used to be mad when they called me crazy, until I realized that in those moments they considered me insane, I was following my heart, doing what made me happy, and most of all being myself. So now when I am called crazy, I take it as a great compliment because it’s confirmation that I’m living my best life.

~Micheline Jean Louis

Thee god?

There is no god coming to save us

We are on our own

There’s no heaven or hell waiting on the other side

This is it!

We were conditioned to believe so we can be controlled

You really believed there’s a loving God looking down to earth.

Centuries after centuries watching atrocities after atrocities, massacre,

Disease, wars, all the evil taking place and doeth nothing? You really believe (He) is preparing  a room for you in his kingdom? So many religions and so many books, so many gods and all the believers,  believe their books are the true words and their god is thee god.

They fight and killed one another in the name of their gods.

The book that man wrote, claimed inspired by a god, pass it to the crowds , the crowds say ok, and voila, humanity is fuck!

Example. The people took all their gold and melted it in the fire. the people carved an image out of the melted gold, and shouted with joy,  this will be our new god and they bow down and worship the image they carved with their bare hands.

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Hello

I’m awake now

Went to sleep for a while

Uncertainty came to see me

and offer me a glass of depression

I think I drank too much, 

But I’m awake now. Full of energy with a new dose on life

Hello world I’m ready to learn something new, tread on a new path.

Love more and dream with more passion

Hello World I’m awake now!!

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Life sentence

Walk with me upon these prickly stones

my dying soul seek to be atone

I roam the deserts, for I am disown

do not ask me where I’m going, destiny unknown

long time ago my soul overthrown,

found guilty before I was born.

A walking corpse, love did not find me worthy of its affection,

with all its power and might , I was sentence to a life of pain

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

A letter to me from childhood-self

Dear adult me,

I wish you could forget the pain I suffered

I wish you did not feel responsible for the monster touched

I wish the burden of shame was not yours to bear

I wish our childhood was full of laughter and joy

I wish we got to experience the innocence of being a child with love.

I’m sorry you had to go through the journey of questioning why weren’t you good enough to be love

The answers may never come,

I know you will get judge with “what’s wrong with her.” Why is she that way?

But know that I know what happened to you and understand.

My hope is that you will find a way to love YOU and that will be enough.

My hope is that in spite of our beginning, you will find the courage to create a path that will give you peace, I hope you discover the powerful YOU, so you can heal the broken little girl Inside.

©2022 Micheline Jean Louis

Hello

I close my eyes, saw myself

Happy 

Free

Loved

Healed

Forgiving

At peace, and oh did I say loved?

I saw my self at peace, even my eyes were smiling

The wind caressing my skin with  soft kisses blown from the sun

Hello! I opened my eyes

Reality  staring at me

The tears began again, as I whispered back hello.

Micheline Jean Louis

World on fire

The world is on fire!

the human reaction :

some take cover,

some are celebrating and shouting “let it burn!”

some search for water

some blame

some full of despair, awaits the big death!

collectively we are all experiencing an extraordinary event, be it on a different scale

with different perspective , we are collectively observing the world on fire.

~Micheline Jean Louis

Your happy place

The outside energies will never stop knocking, always looking for ways to come in, and believe me they can not come in without your permission, so learn to protect your happy place,  your renewing place, the refueling for your soul, the place where your inner voice is stronger than the outside noises.

Micheline Jean Louis

The One

He will kiss your imperfections,  paint them with his love, embrace you as you are,  he will not demand of you alteration to please his ego, when you look into his eyes your soul will feel at home, he will know you are deserving of his best, he won’t  hold back his heart from you, self doubt will go away, his word will speak life into your broken places.

-Micheline Jean Louis

Pain the first to kiss their soul

There are some people that has been knock down so many times, and yes they’ve gotten back up, but just could not find the courage to keep fighting, they stop trying to dodge the blows of life, they simply prepare and learn to take the punches as they come, they sort of become immune to it by expecting it,they are never surprise. it’s a state of mind that it hurt less when you know the blow are coming, you just tighten your muscle, a defense mechanism. these individuals learn to suffer in silence, only the moonlight has been granted access to see their tears at night, they wear daily mask of fake smiles. These individuals didn’t start out that way, they were once a people full of hope, courage, and dreams, but pain was the first to find them and kiss their soul,  pain was the first to say I love you, pain was the first to say I will remain faithful to you, you will always have my arms around you. hope, courage and dreams  just stood there while these individual whispered ‘I love you.” But only pain answered back….. to be continued

-Micheline Jean Louis